It's really frustrating.. I'm mean my bad habit is frustrating... I can never excel at any hobby I pick up because of my bad habit...
I can say I know how to do a lot of things... At least for an average person. I can crochet, sculpt miniatures using clay, draw digitally or draw on paper, I know how to knit, create beaded jewelry, I know macramé, I can take fairly decent pictures, I can play the piano, I can play some songs on a guitar, I can go wall climbing, play tennis, I can bake cookies...
BUT...
I'm not good at any of those things... I just know how to do them. With my personality, I can't master any of the things I mentioned. I could've been really good at playing the piano since I started really young... but I lost interest once I was able to self study a whole book of church songs sheet music, then I moved on to a different hobby.
I'm really frustrated that I get satisfied after learning instead of being satisfied after mastering a certain craft...
An average person would call me talented.. but if they compare me to those who have mastered their craft.. :( I'm nothing...
Miniature creatures:
Left: Joojoo's Miniatures... (She's one of my idols when it comes to creativity)
Right: My messy miniature creatures...
Miniature food:
Left: Snowfern Clover's AMAZING miniatures.
Right: My distorted tarts...
Digital Art
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